My first hero.. My dad.. :)

I jus feel like telling about an important person in my life.. whom i miss a lot.. who is still my first hero!! Yes its my dad..!!.. The first 15 years of my life was a memorable and cherishable one!! My family was complete and  sweet with my mom,dad,sister,grand ma and grand pa..i could still remember how innocent i was.. never worried about anything.. even for my exams!! Yes!! i was good at academics i never felt my studies and exams as a burden...and always a naughty daughter to my dad!!..i was a real princess to my dad.. being a second daughter to my parents..i was pampered a lot by my dad ..our relationship was just like two good friends..he is soo informative...yes! i couldn't realise at that stage since i was not matured enough to rate my dad's intellectual company.. but now i realise it!!..he was an encyclopedia..feel soo bad for missing such an intellectual company... when my dad was with me i couldn't  build my character.. after he left me.. i saw him as a great person with lot of will power, courage. when he was with me i saw him as good dad but i never felt or thought about the sufferings which he underwent.. it was more like he never expressed his problem as  such a cruel disease. I never felt that he would leave me so soon. The way he projected himself was a great dad, a good husband and a great son and ofcourse a good worker in office..with so much dedication in everything he does!!.A lovable dad who fights wid me, pampers me.. tell me stories every night..give the best to us as a family head without expressing his deadly disease. Fate shattered my life when he left me..couldn't accept the reality but yes i was forced to swallow the bitter truth. He gave  all his courage, will power, fight back attitude which am using now to fight my Lupus..Its my sweet mom who is behind all my success and suffering!! I am sure that i will fight with my steroids with an iron lady who keeps smiling behind my little steps of success and pats me when i fall.. gives her shoulder when i cry..Who appreciates me for everything and boosts me with her positive words which is my daily dose of tonic :-) Miss you dad.. and thanks too for making me fight through the tough times.. the way u call me "mythili" is still lingering on my ears...

The one liner quote which i learned from my dad's demise: Whatever happens life must move on!!